I hope I get the

JOB! I haven’t worked since high school! Alex has supported 100% since I graduated. It’s time to struggle so I can strive. I want to be able to pay for my own things. I hate depending on someone else. It’s not me and its not in my nature. Alex keeps telling me I don’t have to work but I know I need to for myself. It’ll suck 100% because I’ll miss my precious days with my little boy and I won’t see much of Alex either but I know it’ll be good in the long run. Going to school full time and going to work part time is going to be rough because I’m new to this. I’m just really sad that I’ll be spending even more of a less time with Alex and Aj! ;(

I hope I get this job. If not, I’ll look elsewhere.